Sunday, March 7, 2010

i just can't.

truth is, i miss you.
but it's so much easier to hate you than to be friends with you.
i could try.
but i don't know when it's going to hit me again.
i'd be irrational, and then you'd be pissed.
like what happened the past few times you tried.
i don't blame you.
i don't blame myself.
i just wish it was easier for us to be friends the same way again.


this birthday, you're getting a lengthy letter.

1 comment:

  1. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=155833041117067&id=119556894737218

    he does too.

    i blame him.
    what a selfish fool, he was:
    had the brightest star,
    but another, he desired.
    coarsely discarded the former,
    obtained the latter.
    now left with deep remorse,
    perched on his shoulders;
    crippled he will be,
    until the ground beckons.

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