Monday, August 30, 2010

today i'm feeling extremely sensitive.
or to put it in a malaysian way, i terasa with many, many things.
and i should stop.

p.s. i typed shop instead of stop at first. funny typo but you know what, i should shop too.
except that i'm not supposed to be spending any unnecessary money.
boo :(

Monday, August 23, 2010

just another insomnia-tic period

been finding it hard to sleep at night.
again.
even when i'm super duper tired.
my mind just refuses to shut off.

people wonder what i run on.
i would like to know myself.

my remedy? headphones and good music.
i've always liked silence.
i've liked spending time in my own head.
but it doesn't help me sleep!
blasting music drowns out the overactive thoughts.
so i can finally sleep.

funny thing is that there are times where i can't fall asleep unless there's complete silence.
i'm a weird kid.

it's 4am.
i'm going to sleep.
:)

p.s. did you notice how many times i used the word 'sleep' in this post?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

oops, i did it again :(

the personality test we did for class told me that i'm reserved, not good with small talk, most probably analyze too much.. well in short, a hermit in social situations. ah, all things i already know and agree with.

while chatting with a friend recently, i observed something about him.

so i told him.
and that was a mistake.

in my defense, he seemed to be one of the few people who would appreciate constructive criticism. i thought wrong and i guess i just really should have shut up.

there i go again, saying more than i should.
when everything's going okay, i'm just bound to screw something up somewhere eh?

perhaps there has been a full moon recently?
doesn't matter.

guess i'm going back to being reserved.
i don't want to hurt anyone or complicated relationships.
it's just easier.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

there is something about



a m p l e s p a c e




and





clear
surfaces






that feels oh so liberating.

the room is still far from projecting minimalist perfection. but it hasn't been this clear in a long time.

today, it's just me and myself, with maroon 5 in my ears, in this white cubicle i call my room.

when all else fails, this is my recluse.