crumbles

and the discouragement spree continues.
i'm trying to keep myself optimistic.
but these things are making it real hard.

all these frustrations are brining back emotions of pain.
no, not fun at all.

rise above.
rise.

too tired to care

it's disturbing to me that i can only express myself openly in a place where... nobody knows my name.

all downhill from here

think i reached my breaking point sometime in the last few weeks
and never really recovered.
not fun.
i want me back.