the golden rule

i still feel like katherine mayfair on today's episode of desperate housewives. internally, broken. minus the acting out of rage to make myself feel better of course. what a waste of energy.

it's just one of those days today. i'm sorry dear self for not being stronger. it'll be easier to pour all this out in tears. but i guess i'm all cried out.

i was thinking about the golden rule today. i do try to apply it in my life. and i've been trying to apply it to you. but it's too hard... too painful.

maybe i should just stop and be selfish for once.