but yet i keep making excuses for myself.
because it's needed to keep me sane.
so i don't sink,
so i don't explode if i put too much pressure on myself.
but i know i should stop.
if i was fully complete again, i probably could've. easily.
guess that's where the problem is.
something i can't exactly solve with the snap of my fingers.
possible solutions have been tried and tested.
leaving me with none other than the solution of time.
something i'm constantly running out of here.
clutter. too many things complicating life.
i wish i could leave this place for a little while.
where i can learn to fully let go.
to rediscover myself.
where time would move in slow motion
and could be fully devoted to me.
let's just say i haven't been very proud of who i am lately.
i miss myself.
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