left and leaving

today, it was obvious to me that i'm still vulnerable to pangs of pain. the time taken to recover from those pangs are perhaps an indicator of my emotional state. i do feel myself getting better though it's still not enough.
i've already spent too much time hurting.

sweat it out tomorrow morning? mmm... if i can wake up, that is.

also today, my necklace with this sparrow pendant broke. and so the little silver sparrow broke free of its chains.

come monday, i'm determined for 4 months of hard work.

then i get to leave,

a little while at least.

much like my little sparrow :)