when i feel overwhelmed or when tensions run high, i try to open up my mind. i think of all the people who are going through worse. it helps me stay calm. i try to control my emotions. i admit, it's not something i'm very good at. i try.

but sometimes i wonder if it's worth doing all this for people who aren't even trying for me?

golden rule, my dear. golden rule.

give even though i might never receive.

be nice even to the people who might treat you like trash.

someday i'll learn to see pass this.

someday.