yesterday didn't end with a good night. i don't know what triggered it. maybe it was kelly clarkson's songs in the car during the drive home. or just the motion of returning home to a familiar place. was it frustration of hopes getting crushed and of things not going the way i foresaw it?
was it loneliness?
i woke up with sore eyes. and a worsened sore throat and runny nose. physically, i felt tired and weak. emotionally, it's just one of those days when you don't feel anything. an aftereffect- numbness.
some days like this are surreal. you see the world, you act and react. but you feel detached, like you're not really there. it's as though you're observing behind a glass panel.
i'm going to bed behind those same glass panels. when i wake up tomorrow, they might disappear. i can't decide whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
perhaps uncertainty is a good thing.
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